After I change my mind about the ex-marriage, I feel some inconvenience. For example, need to fix most of things by myself. But , that’s all. I already decide in someday will finish this relationship. So, be independent is a warm up for me. I am not go any trip with X and kid. It is sounds a little be bad. But, one shouting mom is not the plus point in kid’s memory. On the other hand, now the kid has a mom who can peaceful talk, and most of time just quietly and keep reading. It is not perfect, but good for kid’s growth. The perfect life is not the best condition for kid. Have some tasks need to deal with more better for the kid’s life.