Several decades about the bad relationship with my mom . Unhappy part included absorbing
inheritance from my father. Treat me and my sibling unequal. In the end I realized she just not suit in
mom this role. It is long time enough for me to carry all of this. I decided to wrap all this emotion and
just let it go. It is not easy. It is took me several decades to realize whole situations and digestion all my
negative feelings.
My grandmother is foster daughter-in-law. The family she married is doing agriculture. It is can saw how
hard the life my grandmother had. Grandmother deeply impacted my mom’s thinking. All her live she
just don’t want like her mom. She not good for cooking. She doesn’t like kids. She is the fifth of eight
children. The invisible child. My father also is the fifth of eight children. My parents irresponsible and
always want to do something different from others. I am their eldest daughter. I feel unhappy since I
was a kid. I had immature parents. Now I also in the middle age. I think is a good timing not to bring this
negative feel to enter later life.