I recently realized that while meditation, sports, and traveling are good, the most important thing is that I need to fix the relationship first. When I forced myself to go traveling with my family, thinking it was good for me and the kids, it actually wasn’t. I should end the wrong relationship first.
I pushed myself, thinking the kids needed both parents to do activities together. The result was that I kept shouting 🗣️while the kids’ dad continued his normal life. He has a wife, and it doesn’t seem to matter if he makes her angry; he still has dinner to eat every day. When he wants to go traveling, his wife is there to take care of the kids during the trip.
I need to end this first. I explained it to my child, who was the reason I stayed in this broken💔 relationship for so long. We talked, and my child also remembers how I would yell during every trip. They understood and decided to go on the trip with their father only, so that I could have some time for myself for a while.
